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title: for better or worst
date: Thursday, February 11, 2010
time:4:57 PM
suffer alone if i must
everyone else has someone to turn to
and both the gurls are telling me the same thing

yes
alone if i must~

and i don't even know if it would be for the better or the worst..
but i know i have to go on with this
cus the longer it goes..
the more i'll feel worst.

there are always two sides of things
and im just sick of waiting for you to tell the truth
no. i don't trust that you are telling me the truth

i just don't know if i'll trust you anyway~

im tired
very tired
exhausted in fact..

i officially give up
i'll stop waiting
i'll quit wanting to know

and as much as i miss you
as much as i don't want to do it
i have to

limits have been reached.
i'm tired.

once and for all
game has ended.
thank you, sorry. good bye.