Dysthmia is a type of chronic “low-grade” depression. More days than not, you feel mildly or moderately depressed, although you may have brief periods of normal mood. The symptoms of dysthymia are not as strong as the symptoms of major depression, but they last a long time (at least two years). These chronic symptoms make it very difficult to live life to the fullest or to remember better times. Some people also experience major depressive episodes on top of dysthymia, a condition known as “double depression.” If you suffer from dysthymia, you may feel like you’ve always been depressed. Or you may think that your continuous low mood is “just the way you are.” However, dysthymia can be treated, even if your symptoms have gone unrecognized or untreated for years.

me?
yes?
help??

why am i re-reading everything again and again??
why do you still appearin my head??
why cant u just pack up and leave?

but..
but bby why didnt u stay forever like you once said..?

i've never stopped loving you
even during the times i typed the other 4 letter words..
and scream at you..

3 more months..
its gna b 2 whole yrs..
& ur gna b happily married..

i stil..
STILL!
dun understand why i still cant let go of you
i feel so down right now i just feel like locking myself up in here.


idk who to talk to anymore..
everyone has their other half to talk to..
work is a chore.. a hastle..
i really dun wana go to work..

sometimes i feel as if im down w depression..
most of the times i wonder..
why do i care so much about others when dey dun gif a shit abt me..

i dun wana laugh eveyday and cry everynight..
i wana scrceam all day long!

AND I DUN FUCKING CARE ANYMORE IF MY SPELLINGS ARE WRONG~~!

`so many things to think of!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wana think already!

everyday i wonder to myself..
why do i make myself suffer wif all the nonsense to think about..??
but how do i make it stop?

treat me in psy for all i care!
JUST! MAKE! IT! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
make it stop.. please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please make it stop~

make it stop please..