so i said so many things
the quotes even hit me right back
like a brick being thrown right out a construction site and onto my head
kay bedek. ni dah exaggerating~
ouh well.. namer jugak atie.

and one of those which hit me hard enuf for me to remember was;

to have feelings is one thing,
to control them is another

and so none of us can control our feelings
we burst out laughing
we cover our face and cry
we love and we fall
we care for our close ones..

even how far we hide those feelings
deep inside we know
we are just hiding something we can't manage to control

so many reasons why i should just forget you and move on
but then again
somethings can't be controlled

sometimes its not a matter of can we or can't we do it
neither is it a matter of how easy or difficult is it for us
its a matter of can the outcome be controlled by us..

quite a number of reasons as to why i should just forget about everything and go on..
but the heart is just giving me the trouble
and leave me questions probably no one
nope, not even myself
have the answer to..

one of which is;

why does it choose to run back to that pair of hands which had dropped and shattered it into millions of tiny pieces?

so many reasons
but what's stopping?
*shrugs shoulders*


i think things are better left untouched now
i just don't wana fall back to square one
or square2 in this case.
hehe. geddit? omg~ smpt sak kau atie!

things are better left blurred right now
questions are better left unanswered

well..
time will tell
and maybe heal too..