the reason why i've been bringing up the name we once had is because
#1 it just flashed tru my mind
#2 i want us to remember and KNOW weher we came from.. like ORIGINALLY

who are we without our seniors?
who are we without the first few people who fought so far, so long and so super strong?
what are we without them?
and what are we suppose to be?
just a stuck up group of bitches?
who forget every fight they fought just to get us into a tesm..??
who doesn't want to listen to eachother?
who doesn't support eachother's battle in the same freaking field we are all fighting in?
what's worst~ we are fighting for the same thing..

we had always been the one thing that people are jealous of
the bond
the sisterhood
the everything

everyone is allowed to speak
and everyone else have to listen
else, why do we have a team then?

we listen to not only one person
but to everyone
equally
especially the ones who know better
especially the one who had fought the battle before us
and most definately the ones who know the world much ahead from us


where have the spirit of the sweetest girls i've known gone to?


i know hating her is wrong
but it just ain't fair when she is doing almost everything
why ain't other allowed to be given the chance?

everything is changed
people are forgotten..

but maybe..
just maybe
i have to realise that things change.. for better or worst
and i just gta except the fact that life is never fair
and except that things won't go the way i want it to~