cus if its replacement you're finding.. it ain't love, its rebound. so stop searching. it'll come when you ain't finding~ just like taxies..

right?
taxis just don't wana come when you look for them.
especially when you are in a hurry

sometime
i just feel like killing the youngest
she is putting pressure on me
and im hating her right now for that

i just WISH i WAS finding you
then i'd be rebound
and i'll just bounce away from you in a snap
just like i did.. to someone else laa

anyway~
what GF said is true
and right
it'll just come when you ain't lookin for it, and ain't finding it

and right now..
let's just say the doors and windows and whatever holes are closed..
and prolly locked
maybe it shouldn't be locked
so that its easier for things to get out ey?
well yeah~
it is closed..

so many things matter when you just really wana throw something away
#1 ur so attatched tt its stuck.
#2 courage to throw it?
#3 I MIGHT STILL NEED IT. DON'T THROW IT! right? it always happen
#4 r u absolutely positively 100% really positive that you wana throw it w/o regrets?
but what's life with regrets right?
#5 so is it the exact right time yet?

even if you think you are like super ready
you have enough courage, just the right amount that you have been plucking all the while, while waiting for this exactly right time to just throw it far far super far away..
do you have the strength..? that's #6~!
strength to firstly literally throw it away
strength to not think it through that u seriously have done it
strength to face the world right away after all that had happen
strength to keep yourself calm
just strength.. so you have it..? or enuf of it..?

so they think throwing is easy
replacing is fine
getting rid of something you've grown attatched to is just as easy as eating..?
ouh well..

*yawns*