only one
just one freaking reason why its all closed and locked up and not wanting to move
is because i know the pattern
i see the same exact pattern
over and over again

i will love my heart out; he will leave
he will love his heart out; i will leave

and that was what i told him
he will leave me
nope, he didn't believe me
and told me to trust him that he won't

yea,
people change
feelings fade

noone can be blamed for changed tings when things have to change

but i don't wana change; tho things have to, i know..

because i don't wana go through it again
the guilt feeling of leaving someone behind
and then the hurt of being left behind