why why why?
so many questions, why~!

why are the members of this very family be just so super irritating?
a simple task of throwing the filled plastic bag into the rubbish chute was also left up to me and only me?
a simple task of re-filling the finished dish-washing soap and the laundry detergent was only up to me??
THANK GOD i don't have to do all of your stupid fugly laundry, hang them dry or fold them nicely for you!

haiz~
i seriously wonder, when will it all just come to an end??

one just think of her "tired-ness" from work. and her most important fiance.. when ever mum needs help, its all not her problem. she's just way too tired to care about anyone else in the world.

the other just hogs the computer and her phone all day long.. one after the other. nothing is more important than her 2year old relationship with her most lovely boyf. she'll just type so fast and press the keyboard so hard whenever she was asked to do things in the house, just to show how angry she is.

an other, just irritates the hell out of me. i just don't know why i just hate being touch by him. its just irritating. i'd rather be out on the nights he ain't driving his cab. he talks so fucking loudly that i can never hear what's going on in the sences of the tv programme I'm watching. and every single time i go "shh~" he'll "shh" louder to me. and "shh" all the way and irritates the fuck out of me.

and the only responsible woman in the house, just don't care the fuck anymore most of the times. she would only usually care when he is at home.


and hell yeah~
i've graduate my butt from RP
IMA POLY GRADUATE WORLD~!!
yaa~ shitty poly graduate who graduated with 2.2 GPA points.
-____-"
how much shitty-er can it get?

WELL VERY MUCH!

graduating..
but still have to pay so much to the school
graduating event
graduate robe
-___-"

if i had to pay for my cert and transcript,
I'LL MAKE SURE THEY ALLOW ME TO PAY USING MY PSEA!!
yes.. PSEA.. the Post Secondary Education Account..
the one which i didn't use.
anyway~ the cash in it will be transfered to out CPF accounts once we reach 30~
so it ain't any waste at all~

Singapore Government is so kind and generous..
so much money to give away
so many schemes to keep us alive.
i loike! =))
and very much loving it! =)
if only we can take out our CPF fundingsssss

i seriously need a job
i don't mind temp jobs or PT ones..
i just need cash flow.


and i miss the SR crews
esp my three other awsome foursomes.
haha.
okay.. i made that name up.
at first it was kinda "cool"
to think back now~ its lame! haha
yea~ and i miss Hala too~
her kecorable-ing.. its so uncompareable to anyone i've known!
haha.
and.. i was kinda thinking it wasn't her who commented on my status.
but it was just a thought~ ouh well..
i miss them all. =)

AND MY EYESIGHT IS GETTING WORST~!
but i dun lyk to wear my speckies.. =\
cus it keeps droping..
and and.. when i wear it and type my sms.. i dun see through it.
what's the use tell me~??

and training is geting more intensed.
4 days a week.
monday-thursday~
intensed for the awoks. but not for me.
its so super boring for me!
w/o yayan.. im just nothing, cus i can't even practice my beats
and i only get to tang-ke-tong-tang away when they wana do a full run~
might as well i come when training is about to end ey? heh

and i haven't been sleeping well.
no matter what i try to do
or no matter what i've done the whole day
i still won't be sleeping the minute i hit my head on my pillow..
not even the hour.
terrible ey?


but even with all that
i manage to smile
cus i have tumblr
reblogging is fun. esp when i find cute and funny pictures =)
cus i have dee and jay; and the anak rebana =)
and i have my funny mother =))

Ibu was OTP with Ayah when this happened
"kawan nyer ati datang tadi..
dier blanje pizza padehal padehaaaaal~
ala.. Jay la yang datang..
bukaaan! Jay yang kudut~
yang gemok tu Dee
Jay for Jerangkong
Dee for Dempol"

HAHAHAHA~!
hey~ i still love you girls so very very much
even if my parents and siblings have to remember both of you that way okay!
MUUUUACKS!

then Kak N asked; "abey T for what?"
and Ibu went; "T for Tonggek!!"
WHAAAAT? aku tak tonggek yer!
my butt is natural. comes from Ibu kay~ hahahahaha

and ouh~!
while i was walking with Jay when i fetched her from the busstop i said; "aku rase nari bdae epul"
and she replied; "bukan rase! memang pooooon~"
hahaha..
it's not that i don't remember.. I DON'T EVEN KNOW~
haha