gosh
this sickness is even worst than the time when i was down with H1N1~!!

at least that point of time
i was just weak
I COULD STILL EAT
only that i don't have the mood to
i had diarrhoea
but so what? i'd rather go to the toilet every 5 minutes than to be hungry all day long!

and ouh
i hate being sick
cus when im sick
i get all whinny
and all kiddish
crying and whining and a lil bossy

it just suck
i feel like an 8 year old
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and another reason why i hate being sick right now
cus my fever was like 38.4
and since H1N1
when ever fever hits more den 38
my head just go crazy when it has subside

it keeps spinning and gets super heavy
it just suck!

PLUS
with the diagnosed-as-swollen-throat
cus i think that it's ulcer
I CAN'T EAT PROPERLY DOH~!

and i cried my afternoon away just because ibu wasn't home and i was super hungry
on other hungry days
i'd cook some rice and fry some eggs
BUT I COULDN'T SWALLOW PROPERLY~!
and i don't know how to make myself a pot of porridge
-_-"

and i only stop crying when i puked out my medication.
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suck ey?

and im whining now
cus my throat hurts like crazy =\\