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Nurul Atikah bte Sari | atie is prefered. (aa-tee) | TWENTY but im still a teen~ |

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#1 part time job
#2 a NEW phone & contract line
#3 a NEW mp3
#4 a huuuuge FOX jacket/pullover
#5 pants/jeans
#6 skirts
#7 girl-ly tees
#8 dress but now i want different coloured ones can? =)
#9 shoes but i still want 2 more. can? =)
#10 more-work-like tops


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title: whole huge world
date: Wednesday, July 14, 2010
time:1:23 AM
or so i believe..

it doesn't matter if u mean nothing to them. as long as they mean or meant the whole huge world to u, they r allowed in. =) just keep it low.


and yes..
this is on my twitter and FB..

whoever was in your heart
will always stay in your heart

it doesn't matter if he/she was your greatest friend way back in primary school
or your first crush
or your first love
or your best-est bunch of pals..

it really doesn't matter..
and it really double doesn't matter if you don't mean a single thing to them anymore..
as long as you had loved them with your whole huge pure heart
and they had once stayed in there.. and made an impact in your life..
they are allowed to forever stay in..

cus let's face it..
even when you try to wash that sambal off your favourite white tee..
the stain would be there..
a few seconds of sambal on your white tee would leave a stain..

what more a whole long period of loving and keeping that someone in your heart..
no matter how shattered your heart would be in the end..
he/she will still leave a mark to it..
the more you try to erase the mark..
the worst the condition of your heart..

so once you've erased enough..
stop right there and let them stay..
cus if you continue..
it'll worsen..

with that
i am not embarrassed to admit that those 2 guys are still in my heart
those 4 gurls who had made my life almost a living hell in upper secondary are still in my heart, for making a difference in my lower sec life..
and my 3 gurls.. are forever.. and will forever always be in my heart..

i'll never stop praying..
so that i would always remember and appreciate the reasons why they had walked in and out of my life..
and i'll never stop praying.. so that they would always remember or at least appreciate the time when i had been there with them..

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