why must you keep appearing in my head time and again now..?
why?
why after such a long time??
why??

why does my head have to always have your facer in it?
remembering and playing back all of those things and times we've done and spent together..
why..??

why now?
why now of all times?
why you??
of all people why you?
why must you be the one?
to show me the world..
the whole huge great big wide world..
and leave me alone in it?
why??

why do i have to miss you time and over again?

why does everything stay in my heart.. in my head??
just like the sambal stain.. on my favourite white tee..
unremoveable, yet irreplaceable.

why do u still have to be my superboy till now..?
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