i know..
i know im not well like-d by people..
people who have yet to know me..

at least i know and i realise it..
but do i have to lose..?

unless ur that important in life..
like if i have to work super damn closely to you
and like if u r the reason i live and can live and wont b able to live w/o..
than that's a whole different story~

you think i suck..?
think back.. what the hell do i suck..?
suck ain't even a real work..
its a slang~

ouh just tel me straight to the face~
come one..
you can't be that much younger than me to play such games..
those secondary school things~

"i hate you i tell my friends then it goes to everyone" kinda thing..
or the "i hate you and i leave you a note, from anonymous"

-_-"

I freaking need my time out. Seriously! I dun ever remember breaking down every single month! I think this is the worst kind of stress im handling since i was born~ i gucking hate being incharge and hahing wols to be incharge off. Its like might as well i do tings on my own. I dun even noe how the f im gna sort things out. Im so inexperianced! Fuck d spelling. I dun bother~ im tired of shits. Enuf shits already please~ until wen m i gna do tis?? Im tired already.. Its only a few months n im tired. Really i am.. I dun wan to reach a point of time wher i reach a stage wher i gif up and throw everythong so far away and just walk off.. Im nt tt iresponsible so please dun make me feel tt way. Im tired. I really am..

I just need my time off. Please just give me my time off soon please~ im tired.

And yah~ im weak like that if u c it s tt. Its not tt i wan to. I rlyy hate to~

Miracel pleasee~