i don't know what is going on inside of me.
envy?
jealousy?
irritated that i don't get something that i want, thus turning into rage..??

ouh this suck very much alright.
and i have never seen this part of me before~
i am dead serious

i am one hell of a positive thinker
well..
that would be WAS
i still want that part of me.
it is depleating.
help..?

when i walked to the busstop
one voice was saying "he will follow"
another was saying "he is an idiot"
and yet another was saying "you can go home alone, like you always did"

WHATHEFUCK RIGHT?

so what now?
i have one devil and one angel in me? plus myself???
not wokring yo!

when the fone vibrated
one said "confirm him. idiot take so long to reply. don't read la"
"don't read. confirm heart pain"
then i thought; "what if it was important"
"DON'T READ~! confirm bad things, and make ur heart feel worst"
then another voice said "just read. you might not know if it would calm you"

WHAT THE FUCK!
this is no joke
laugh all you want kay~
but i am dead serious~

i was arguing with the voices in my head
obviously the 'devil' was stronger..

it took from Newton all the way till half-way on the highway for me to read the mxg~
and i only replied when i was reaching..

take away all these voice in my head please.
someone help me please please pleaseee..

i don't know what else to do
it hurts me so badly
and i just hope it ain't hurting someother.

please..?
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