i just blog hopped
and guess what~
quiting smoking has some side effects which i don't even know about~!
cool shit~
haha

so..
it might mean that these mood swings, or so to speak, is caused by my want to quit?
WOAH~
so what now?
start smoking??
pfft~ hell no~

i need to save up bucks okaay~
X_X

omg~!! i read up on the first part which is
"Anger and anxiety"
and tadaaaaaah~ i found my answer!

so i am not a bad person after all..
=)
but still~
it kills me being liek this
being angry at all the lil things and turning all the small lil tiny possibilities into rage~
that sucks.

what more..
i kinda need and want attention
and when i don't geddit~ i'll turn it to rage~
gaaaah~
worst still
Ibu will add oil to fire~
-____-" fuck that part
cus she will always say; "kau tak habes2 nak marah. bende kecik2 pon nak marah."
and more things which i don't bother to remember, or even listen
cus i would turn super angry and i'll stomp away~
*rolls eyes*

i still have eight days left..
can i do it..? hmm..~