since young.
when i'm down
all i look for is a hug
cus this is what ayah gave me.
after all the scoldings and beatings and cryings
ayah will hug me with his huge arms and tummy

apart from wiping the tears away
*cus guys claim
and always will claim that
"they don't like to see a gurl cry"*
a hug is what you can give

and im a hug giver.
when people are down
when people are happy
any time..

and that is all i need.
hugs.

do you see it now?





and i'd rather keep crying
and wait fr ur actions