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title: jealous much..?
date: Thursday, May 27, 2010
time:10:58 PM
tsk..
you should know it's post Grad period right now
esp when you scroll through my friends list
where ALMOST everyone have their grad robes on..

NO!
im not jealous cus i didn't graduate or didn't get to wear mine..
i did graduate!
and i wore my robe~!

im jealoused of those who take proud pics with their parents..
smiling
hugging
kissing..

and what did i have on my grad day..?
parents who argue w eachother
who didn't even wait for my camera to come
who didn't even went to the food reception area
who didn't even meet my 3 years long friends..

fuck.
im so deprived of it
can i go back to school
complete something..
and graduate again

this time with my parents around
with pictures..
not only normal pictures
but pictures showing how much they are proud of me..

i just ask for an evidence of appreciation
just a lil prof
some support.

pfft~
do i have to do everything on my own??

one thing i can definately fdo on my own
hate both of you.
thank you eh!