why am i re-reading everything again and again??
why do you still appearin my head??
why cant u just pack up and leave?

but..
but bby why didnt u stay forever like you once said..?

i've never stopped loving you
even during the times i typed the other 4 letter words..
and scream at you..

3 more months..
its gna b 2 whole yrs..
& ur gna b happily married..

i stil..
STILL!
dun understand why i still cant let go of you
i feel so down right now i just feel like locking myself up in here.


idk who to talk to anymore..
everyone has their other half to talk to..
work is a chore.. a hastle..
i really dun wana go to work..

sometimes i feel as if im down w depression..
most of the times i wonder..
why do i care so much about others when dey dun gif a shit abt me..

i dun wana laugh eveyday and cry everynight..
i wana scrceam all day long!

AND I DUN FUCKING CARE ANYMORE IF MY SPELLINGS ARE WRONG~~!

`so many things to think of!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wana think already!

everyday i wonder to myself..
why do i make myself suffer wif all the nonsense to think about..??
but how do i make it stop?

treat me in psy for all i care!
JUST! MAKE! IT! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
make it stop.. please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
please make it stop~

make it stop please..