it really would make me feel a whole lot better to know you ain't checking up anymore..
so maybe i should just remove the patrol..
or log into the patrol less.

you don't have to hide you noe~
yes i still do call out your name at night before i sleep
and call out your name when i wake up after dreaming of you

but i know
this is the certainty that ive been asking for all these while..
that i totally don't belong to you

i know now
and i realise

tho i still dunoe what you're trying to prove or make me trust out of whatever you have done..
and i still dunoe why i should trust in believing in you abt this matter
that something good will happen out of it..

i still trust tt something good will indeed turn out from this mess
not exactly trusting you
but trusting fate

i still miss u tho
but it'll go no where..
hmm..

and ouh
i stare blankly lesser now..
i have more things to think about
so i think less of you
that's good right?
yup i noe.

u nvr left ryt?
cus ur stil ryt here
in my heart.
*gosh tt sounds so.. blurgh~!
but who cares..?*

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