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title: lies & untold truths
date: Friday, February 19, 2010
time:11:01 AM
it's all a lie
a huge big big super big fat lie..

how could that be the last
if you knew it was
why bother to still meet up and hug?
why bother to want to meet again?
why bother to still read and be confused?
why bother to still read and wonder if it's all about you?

it's all a lie
a huge big big super big fat lie..

why bother promising to wait
and for what?
why bother asking for a change
and for what??

you're still lying
it's all still a lie..

and you just won't tell me the truth would you?
you just won't let me see the whole big picture to all these..
you're just purposely not showing everything
making things more difficult..

what?
what is it?
just show me the whole picture

you kept saying i don't understand
well, make me..

it's all blur and cloudy
how do you ever expect me to understand?
then why won't you make me understand?
why do all of these?
why me..?

ihateyou

i want to know
i wana understand..
stop lying or keep the truth untold
show me the whole picture
make me understand..
i just want to know.
please..?

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