im still contemplating to blog with fury or calmness.

i knew it
i saw it coming
i knew from the start
you WILL leave me

time and again i told you i was scared
and today
it just happen

so all those who wanted me to leave him
who didn't want me to be with him
your wish came true
he left
yes he did
with a simple text message
just like Adi did

gosh it's all the same
the hopes
the certain dreams come true
the "love"
the "care" and "concern"
the promises

well its just my luck ain't it?

now i can really push you hard,
hug my knees and cry..

that's what every one wants to see right?
lil miss atie crying


i can't believe it
why this?
why now??

why pretend to be concern?
why pretend to care?
why give hopes?
when in the end, you know very well you're gona leave
why??


how do u xpect ur feelings to not fade when you don't bother to nurture it?
tsk.


i just feel like throwing every single thing in this room to your face
im so angry
and sad
and irritated
and broken-heart-ed.

i don't know why and how you've got the heart to do this..

so thank you
for all the times spentwasted together
for all the attention/love/care/affection/concern/MONEY given
for all the truths/lies/bullshits/brokenpromises
for everything

you can finally hit the delete button for everything
done-ded for twitter
dond-ded for fb
now left MSN n hp contact

i won't stop you anymore.

ijustwisheverythingwasjustabadbadverybaddreamandiwouldwakeuptostillhaveyouaround.imissyousomuchandsomehowneedyoubutyoujustdon'tseeit.idon'twantyoutogo.pleasestay.=\

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