i am just an ordinary girl
i laugh i cry i tell stupid jokes which are not funny
i have girlfriends who i can run to
i make people laugh and smile
i curse and swear
i love and i fall

i am just an ordinary girl
who just wants things every other girls wants

i don't ask for fairytales
or magic dust
or wishes on the stars to come true

i ask for happiness
love and care

i am just an ordinary girl
who laughs and cry of her own stupid mistakes
and hopes that someone will walk right up to her to offer help and sort those mistakes out

i am just an ordinary girl
who ponders over a broken hope
knowing that it might be a good thing which had happen
but also feeling the hurt
looking out for things to help heal herself
asking and questioning along the way

i am just an ordinary girl
who gets hurt by lies and untold truths
and broken trust and hopes

i am just an ordinary girl
who needs her girlfriends

i am just an ordinary girl
who is trying her best to let things go
pick herself up
and show the world that she can

i am just an ordinary girl
who hates the world for not being of a help
who hates the laughter of those looking at her dreadful condition

i am just an ordinary girl
so please
don't laugh at me
don't jeer me
for falling out of love
and not being able to stand right back up in an instant

try being an ordinary girl for once
and know how we feel
to fall and not be able to stand for a moment

cus times like this
staying low on the ground and crying, reminiscing of the past
diluting the blood with our tears..
is a better feeling
than trying to stand, only to fall and make the cuts deeper

i am nothing
but ordinary..

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