no doubt im still confused to be angry or to just be happy..

at some points of time
i just wana look back and smile
but some times
i just wana slap the truth out from you..

tapi sejahat atie pon
tak de la betol2 sepak terajang orang kan?
lain la lau aku dah jadi 100% minah rep
not like i am..
*rollseyes*

but seriously
some times i just smile to thyink of everything that had happen
which is good
=)
but others
i just think of what happened
what had been said and done
and just wana scream and question why things don't happen
the things which were said to hasppen
not the ones i want to happen kay
jgn salah anggap =)

then again
i'm forcing myself at sometimes looking at things in a positive way
that it all happen with a reason
and that everything is just a blessing in disguise

so can i apologise and thank you again? =)

if you people think that i am an obsessive biatch
who cannot get over something so simple as this
i am not
it's not easy getting over someone you love okay
or in this case.. loved

get yourself stuck in this position
and see how you fair~

for wounds like this
medicines, medicated oils and plasters won't help.
only time would.
and kacau-ing people on tagged! haha~

im definitely emo-ing for a while
haha
biler mase aku tak emo pon?
heehehe~
but that doesn't mean i aint moving on or picking myself right back up
it's just part of moving on..

on another note
i still feel sick
but i need to let loose
gona meet nas n fiq later~!
woots
karaoke-ing with my sengau voice.
hehe..

im still joking n smiling n laughing like atie always does
so no worries
i am perfetly fine in my own way~ =)

Labels: life, MrN